Farm time

Meeting the family as they heard toward us to welcome us.

This is my Gypsy Grandpa Billy. knowing that some part of me has Gypsy life style. I learn a great deal of my lineage. I greatly appreciate this man for his respect for life woman, men, animals, music.

This is the organizing and cooking after a hard day making new beds for gardening.

Me, Mooky, Steven

Coffee Creek Community.

Beautiful people.

lovely guard dog.

I found Freedom in my bike ride to another farm where A beautiful family lives.

John and Hanna.. with their new daughter GRACE.

what a healing and blessings she is.

dang.

As soon as I walked up to the porch.. there laid 2 cute little kitties!

Meow!

Grace unfolds.

Centering.

I helped and learned how to can!

Beans and JAMS.

YUMM!

I learned how to play the Ukulele.

I made a song,

still in the works with the lyrics.

so much fun!

Over the Hill there is always something to get back to.

I have learned a lot from this trip.

I cannot say it has been easy. but the rewards have been sweet and ever turning.

* Plus to remember is that I read my book to people my age and they loved it and wanted a copy.. it was probably the best reading.

fucking profound. as if.

sometime I wonder if I can even harness this energy.

dang.

*another amazing this is that I recorded my DIDGERIDOO.. so SOLO CD will be coming out soon!

in between creations

Hello,

I have wanted to update this blog for a while, but at the same time, The changes in my life do not feel the need to be written down.

The simple things, I will write down to inform my friends and family of my where abouts.

• . I backed up my things and my books and records are in boxes.
• . I carry my clothes, book, art, and communication gadgets.
• . I will be settling up in the NW(washington) until it is time to get the ball moving.
• . working on funding as well as a book tour to read to communities/library/ ect. anywhere I can read my book.
• . http://anewhome.tumblr.com/ << follow the book happenings.

.the rest is images.

Brothers. LA

end on cycle.

between the 2 there a the essence of the seed of life

Travel thru the rainbow gathering to be with love and sister hood

Continue to see death in all different manifestations blessing to my family and yours

Thru the shadow I find bliss and a time to rest.

I find a sister that we share a meal and an experience by the water.

Alfa male curls in the nest. We find balance in each other.

Creation of completion of a meal (chai cupcakes with a expresso glaze)

but, wonders of beauty ahead of her.

Ebb flow of

(German chocolate cupcake(raspberry filling)-(German chocolate cupcake)

day of birth of a good friend anna.

to be continued.

What really matters? seriwous

I have had a different sleeping pattern, which it is okay. I feel like I still get thing accomplished.

This moment reminds me when I was younger. I used to never sleep. I would listen to music make things or rearrange my room, or something of that matter. It is the only time where I am the only one awake. It is nice. It is making me feel like myself again.

A lot has changed. Like, everything got peeled away. Everything that was not serving me, left. Left with grace. In my mind I am like.. "hmmm.. this is interesting."

Different perspective is what I can say about Japan. Blessings. words cannot describe.

I lost 2 members of my linage. both Barbanell's. One was very dear to me. I still am trying to figure out how to process such things. But, maybe I have, and I know my Grate Aunt Flo is always going to be with me.. I hope to be in Long Island, NY in July.
The other was LiLi Barbanell. I wanted to meet her before she passed. She lived in Australia. It is funny how things connect. One more reason why to go to Australia.

I do not feel confused of who I am anymore. More like, this is life. I want the real life and the real Truth.

More and more I experience, the more it is hard to find.

These moments of life I feel grateful for such understanding. I do my best to not live in fear.

I haven't been going out much, I feel that I have things to complete for myself. It is and inward experience that I am getting used to.

*I am almost complete with my children's kids book for Polarity/awareness

*I am almost done with Clinic hours.

I hope to be back in the NW in April. To play a Didgeridoo show.

I feel like it would be good for me to get out there. To show my true colors. I have a lot of support for my music up there. I have a sense of urge to be drenched in it. It will be empowering.
Another reason is to see Dole. He is still in Portland, OR with my friend Myron and his daughter Ama.

I have that feeling of waiting for the universe to show me a path of my next step in my life.


It is different. It feels good. It will just happen. I can handle that.

I will also be holding a Didgeridoo workshop. April 2nd. whoo hoo.


(THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE SLAP HAPPY/ listening to pure metal)
psss.. not to mention supporting the lord of darkness and all things truly evil and foul by creating super cute things... automatically creating polarity in all exposed to the madness.


PSS... I have a Travel blog now.. Things will be a little separate. here is the link:
http://travelpod.com/members/beccadang



Journey well,

Becx